Insanity in the time of sanity

Day one; all is calm. No big issues. Calm, clear no problems. No worry.
In this are of attention whores. Of the Lohans, Sheens and Snookies of the world I prefer the sanity of the insane. Give me the developmentally disables, the mentally retarded, the imbeciles, morons and idiots of society. Their world as different it may be from society is at least rooted in it. Thye have an excuse for their actions and behaviors yet they never hide behind it. They truly are the few sane ones in this world.

dream

Trying to remember most of the devils. Red haired succubus like demoness sent to get a girl for some reason or other, angel appears to be girl's protector, time stops and he is stunned awakening demoness and two minions, both attack angel. He slashes at waist area of tall demon gutting him but getting wounded. Slashes and gauges out eyes of short demon but is mortally wounded. Demoness returns to boss to tell them that guardian is dead, boss demon tells her to get the child. Unbeknown to them the angel was not a guardian but instead a messenger. The guardian is actually earthborne...

almost there

So far I've gotten 47/50 on the first three PT tests and almost all 10s on the quizzes. I'm getting a really good score and feeling good about this quarter, will miss the kids when it's over. Then we move on to Fairvew and behaviors. That should be fun.

Birthday 2011

Had a wonderful experience today at the school where I'm doing my current Psych Tech rotation. It's a high school for the learning disabled and developmentally disabled. The teacher found out it was my birthday today and surprised me at snack time with a birthday cake. The class I'm working with and the neighboring class then all wished me happy birthday and had cake. It was fun and pretty awesome. Then one of the kids had an episode and punched me. Which made it feel like a family birthday party! It was a great and fun day even if I did spend most of it in class or work. It's all about the experience I suppose!

Loneliness

Yes I get lonely and sad and all that but I suck it up and make the best of it. It's not so much for the lack of intimacy, I mean that would be nice but I think I'm beyond that stage in life. No, what I seek more is the companionship needed to enjoy and truly cherish and joined experience. Someone to experience something with and learn from and to teach. Sadly I have had no luck in finding such a person and I don't know if my luck will be changing any time soon or not. It would be nice but well... who knows. Regardless I will keep trying and will see if the tides ever change.

OK cupid

So yeah gonna still give it a try. It's a free site so if anything I'm not spending money. Just sent a message to a particular young lady with a rather attractive smile. Can't quite describe it. It's one part sly another coy and another up to no good. It's kind of nice. She's smart, really smart and in my opinion possibly smarter than I am. And no I'm not blowing smoke up my ass I am aware of my rather interesting intellect and my ability to rapidly pick up information as well as research for additional information for just about any topic. Well in this case given her profession and her writing style I will say that she is up there in the brains department and appears to have similar or at the very least equal interests to my own. Kristine helped me reword the message I sent for the better and I hope that I get a response. I'm optimistic so we'll just have to wait to see what happens and all.